Monday, October 26, 2009

Thoughts on the Trinity - The Holy Spirit

I have always had issues with the trinity.  Mostly the part where Jesus is God.  It's not that Jesus isn't important; he is why we are Christians.  It's more my issue with the man-made idea of a Triune God.  I also believe that the Holy Spirit is the applied power of God: God's active force in the universe.

Recently I read an article called, "What Is the Holy Spirit?"  I loved the scripture quoted from Luke, "So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.  For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." 

When I was in Kindergarten we sang a song, "Welcome To My World,"  that has stuck with me ever since.  Here are the lyrics to the refrain:

Knock and the door will open
Seek and you will find
Ask and you'll be given
The key to this world of mine
I'll be waiting here
With my arms unfurled
Waiting just for you
Welcome to my world
Waiting just for you
Welcome to my world 


As a child, I thought this was a love song between a man and a woman; but now I see the love song is God Almighty's promise to his creation: Humans.  I believe God's holy spirit can work through me and throughout the world.  However, I do not believe the holy spirit is in fact a person or a "ghost".

Throughout the Bible we are reminded of the wonderful force of God Almighty.  The incredible "universe and all its order and harmony exists thanks to the 'dynamic energy,' or power, of Almighty God." 

I think I have spent most of my life believing we all had a spirit (or a soul).  I thought of our bodies as a shell that each had a soul (or spirit) poured in, like water.  Upon death, that soul would be poured out and ascend to heaven to sit with God Almighty, Jesus, and the rest of the lucky souls.  Since my conversations with Bonnie, I am torn between a belief I grew up with and Biblical proof that we have a spirit (like that of the holy spirit).  Maybe we are just beings that can be influenced by the holy spirit...

In "The Shack", Sarayu is the name of the holy spirit.  The word: Sarayu is actually the name of a river.  It means wind or air; and I am comfortable in thinking the power of God is like a river.  I often think of the song "I've Got Peace like a River."  The peace that can be achieved by allowing the spirit to work through you is overwhelming and wonderful!

1 Corinthians 12:7-11 states:
"Now to each one the manifestation of the Spirit is given for the common good. To one there is given through the Spirit the message of wisdom, to another the message of knowledge by means of the same Spirit, to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healing by that one Spirit, to another miraculous powers, to another prophecy, to another distinguishing between spirits, to another speaking in different kinds of tongues, and to still another the interpretation of tongues. All these are the work of one and the same Spirit, and he gives them to each one, just as he determines."

So where, preytell, does this leave me?  Still searching, of course.  But I am confident that the holy spirit is not a person; but the power of God.  

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Secrets of Family Success - A Firm Foundation

What is a Firm Foundation?

I suppose up until recently I would have strayed away from saying that the Bible is the foundation upon which my family is built.  However, with my inspirational talks with Bonnie, my belief in the scripture has grown.  I am now convinced that a God-centered life is key to a strong family foundation.  Without His word I am not certain that I would feel so sure of this.

I continue my journey with the hope that I become more secure in my beliefs; and I know that I am on the right path for a successful family.  I really like what the publication states:

"Such principles [the other blog entries] have helped many families to find true sucess.  Like all other families, they experience problems.  The difference is that the Bible has provided them with a firm foundatio for marriage and family life.  We would expect that to be true of the Bible, for its Author, Jehovah God, is the Originator of the family."

I am blessed to have a successful marriage and family; but I'm no stranger to the work it takes to keep it that way.  Each day is a another opportunity to make a wrong choice.  However, I hope my foundation continues to grow; therefore, providing what I need to make good choices and successful relationships.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Secrets of Family Success - Forgiveness

"You are forgiving and good, O Lord, abounding in love to all who call to you."
~Psalms 86:5

I think Forgiveness is probably the hardest secret to put to fruition.  In logical thinking, to forgive someone seems to be a good idea.  The quicker we forgive, the quicker we can move onward to a healthier and happier life.  Holding onto anger and frustrations only festers inside creating a perfect environment for hate and sin.

I recently read, "The Shack," and was extremely moved by it.  I really want to reread it, due to the fact it contained such powerful ideas and thoughts.  One of the key themes is "forgiveness."

My favorite quote about from the novel is, "'Forgiveness is first for you, the forgiver," answered Papa, "to release you from something that will eat you alive; that will destroy your joy and your ability to love fully and openly.'"

It is really a different way to look at forgiveness.  Forgiveness if for the forgiver, not for the one getting forgiven.  You are forgiving for yourself, a selfish action.  In many ways I think this makes forgiving someone somehow easier.

Of course, logically to forgive someone seems very direct.  However, illogically I must state that I personally don't always forgive as quickly as I should.  I do admit that in the last few years (since I've had the girls), I am a lot more open to forgiving others and moving forward.  It is so much healthier psychologically for me to move forward and not live in the past, or allow a hurt to fester.  I still grieve for the situation (i.e. if a friend hurts my feelings); however, I am able to approach the person and share my perspective.

But I don't forget pain and hurt.  I don't want to relive the past, so I am VERY careful who I surround myself with and what I take on as projects or responsibilities.  I also try to avoid letting others determine how I feel towards something or someone.  Letting go is so cathartic; and emotionally necessary.

I will conclude with another quote from "The Shack".

"Every time you forgive, the universe changes; every time you reach out and touch a heart or a life, the world changes; with every kindness and service, seen or unseen, my purposes are accomplished and nothing will ever be the same again."

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Secrets of Family Success - Respect

The 4th secret is RESPECT.  This doesn't come as a surprise to me, and I don't imagine anyone would argue this secret.

Of course many might disagree that insults, abusive speech, and sarcasm towards your spouse is NOT respecting them.  We obviously cannot agree with EVERYTHING our spouse says, after all we are individuals.  But there is a right way and a wrong way to handle disagreements.  We should treat our family members the way we want to be treated, especially the person  to whom we have committed our life.

"Stupid" is a forbidden word in our house.  I hold it up as high as other common swears.  Name calling might happen at school or out in the "world," but in our home we all treat each other with the respect and love that we all deserve.  If you can't get respect from home, where are you going to get it?!

Words are powerful.  They can be used for greatness, or horrible weapons of destruction.  In college I took a course on business edicate.  I was told that it takes 7 positives comments to erase a negative statement.  So what does this say about name calling or abusive language?  Our words can destroy others, just by stating them.  Is that truly what we desire when our anger gets the best of us? 

I have been known to say things before I think; and I hope to continue working towards a more healthy reaction to frustration and anger.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Secrets of Family Success - Team Work

The past week has brought my focus on my health, but today I do feel I'm on the mend.

Unfortunately I was unable to complete the week-long study of the 7 secrets to a successful family.  However, today I will continue the study with the third element: Teamwork.

It's rather ironic to speak about Teamwork, since I'm currently listening to "The Wonder Pets."  My children love this Nick Jr. show, and their theme song is truly awesome!

Wonder Pets, Wonder Pets
We're on our way
To help a friend
and save the day.
We're not to big 
and we're not to tough.
But when we work together
we've got the right stuff!
Go Wonder Pets!

As totally silly as this song might seem, I think elementally we all need each other to survive.  A team is completely important when speaking of a marriage.  Two coming together to work together.  Marriage is work; which I think oftentimes gets overlooked when two are in love.  But it would be VERY difficult if each person was on a different sides.  I believe that listening and respecting your spouse are also key elements to teamwork.

If you replace your family name (i.e. Martin Family) in the Wonder Pets song, it would in fact be a great affirmation of teamwork.

Martin Family, Martin Family
We're on our way
To help a friend
and save the day.
We're not to big 
and we're not to tough.
But when we work together
we've got the right stuff!
Go Martin Family!

Friday, October 16, 2009

Secrets of Family Success - Commitment

Today's success is Commitment.

I sometimes wonder if I am too committed to projects or goals.  I jump in, over my head, quite often.  However, when it comes to my marriage I am glad that I have the strong sense of commitment.  I think it makes it SO much easier when the person you are committed to also feels the unified devotion.

I think Commitment goes hand-in-hand with The Right Priorities.  If your priorities are "right" you will put your spouse first.  Putting your partner first allow you to create a permanent union.  This security allows the other partner to flourish as an individual within the partnership.

The publication, Awake!, compares commitment to a guard rail that, "prevents your marriage from going off course."  I like what The Message says in Matthew 19:6, "Because god created this organic union of the two sexes, no one should desecrate his art by cutting them apart."

A marriage is an art of God.  I love this illustration.  In Genesis, God Almighty spoke his other creations (i.e. light, plants, water, etc.), but with Adam he formed him from the dirt of the Earth.  God formed man, and he artfully designed a union of the two sexes.

A couple years ago, an ex-boyfriend of mine came into town.  This wasn't just ANY ex-boyfriend, this was my first love and someone I had wanted to marry.  When I asked Jim what he thought of us getting together to talk and spend time with each other simply said, "Fine.  Why not?"  He cared, but he knew our commitment to each other surpassed the possibility of my straying into an adultrous situation.  Not only was I able to spend time with a dear friend from my past, but my love for my husband grew because of his devotion to me and our marriage.

I would definitely have to say Commitment is the most important "sucesses" in the list.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Secrets of Family Success - The Right Priorities

"Awake!" is one of the monthly publications Bonnie brings to our Bible studies.  Even though she dropped off both last week, I was only able to glance at the "Watchtower" and I didn't even do that much to "Awake!"  However, last night I briefly opened the publication and noticed a really cool article called, "Secrets of Family Success."  I thought I would spend the next 7 days contemplating and writing about my opinions on each success.  Today is: The Right Priorities.

What are your priorities?  Do you even know?

"Make sure of the more important things," Philippians 1:10

I know that my family comes first, but does it always come first?  I think it's a lot easier for a stay-at-home mom to say her family comes first.  It is definitely more challenging for a working dad (or mom) to state the same.  Of course the job is important...but why is he/she working?  Is it to financially support the family, or is it to make himself feel better.  Is it selfish?  Is the family an item on a "to-do" list?

I am often surprised at the relationship Jim and I have.  Not surprised in a bad sense of the word, rather surprised in our great sense of accomplishment.  I truly know we have a strong marriage, and therefore a strong commitment to family.  This doesn't mean we don't have our struggles, but when there is a strong foundation the struggles take a backseat to the important relationship that has been established.  We are able to get passed the pitfalls of life holding on to each other and the family we are continuing to nourish. 

"Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves.  Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others."

my relationship with Bonnie #10

Yesterday I had the pleasure of studying again with Bonnie.  We started Chapter 3 in "What Does the Bible Really Teach?" titled "What is God's Purpose for the Earth?"

I was able to incorporate my weekly Genesis Bible study into the conversation, and I love being able to ask further questions that aren't answered at the Coffee Break.

In the Woman's Coffee Break we studied the story of Cain and Abel, as well as the line of Adam's decedents up to Noah. I especially enjoyed the additional Bible verses that were discussed, since the story is so small compared to the meaning.

My favorite verse is from Romans 12:17-21 -
"Do not repay anyone evil for evil.  Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody.  If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone.  Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written: 'It is mine to avenge; I will repay,' says the Lord.  On the contrary: 'If your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.  In doing this you will heap burning coals on his head.'  Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good."

I also learned that no matter how far we stray from God, he still wants to have a relationship with us.  Therefore, we have to seek him.  He is always willing to take us back. 

We ended our coffee break with Psalms 1.  The first two verses are my favorite.


"Blessed is the man who does not walk in counsel of the wicked or stand in the way of sinners or sit in the seat of mockers.  But his delight is in the law of the Lord, and on his law he meditates day and night."

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Psalms 116:12

I wanted to give my thoughts on Psalms 116:12, which reads, "What shall I return to the Lord for all his bounty to me?"

I find it interesting that on stewardship Sunday we were not bombarded with the church's financial needs, nor desires for our money.  Rather it was our gifts that were requested.  What do we give someone who has given us so much?

I really believe it is not the amount you give, but the attitude in which it is given.  There is a parable the pastor brought up in the sermon today.  It is one of my VERY favorite parables; Luke 21:

"And he looked, and saw rich men putting their donations into the treasury. And he also saw a certain poor widow donating two mites. And he said Truly, I tell you, that this poor widow has cast in more than all of them: for they have all given but a portion of their great wealth, as an offering to God, while she, in her poverty, has given all that she had."

A mite is a coin, but there is its homonym: might. Therefore one could state that the widow's gift was powerful.  Are all of our gifts powerful?   And do we honestly consider what God Almighty has given us?

I find such joy in giving my time and energy to the church.  This past year has found me wanting to spend time with my church family and relishing in the gifts they return to me.  God Almighty has given me so much, more than I can possibly write here, thus I want to give back, even if it isn't possible to do so financially.

One should give generously and joyously; and never be ashamed at what "little" one can give.  So even if it is a small amount, isn't that greater than none at all?

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

tree of life

Today continued the Genesis study in my women's coffee break.  A spirited and chatty group, but not always the most informative.  However, I am enjoying reading the book of Genesis from a new perspective.  I find such amazing parenting skills in Jehovah God.  For even in their worst moments, Adam and Eve were punished but not cursed.  And both the man and the woman were hit where it counts the most: women in relationships and men in daily work/tasks.

"You'll want to please your husband, but he'll lord it over you," Genesis 3:16b.  "Planting and tilling and harvesting, sweating in the fields from dawn to dusk," Genesis 3:19a.

I also found such truth in how both Adam and Eve blame someone/something else for their disobedience.  Eve blame the serpent and Adam blames Eve.  Neither take repsonsibility for their actions, which is so typical in childen (and adults).  We never seem to want to take blame for our misfortunes, and yet we have a choice.

I visited with my grandma last Wednesday, but spoke to Bonnie on the phone Sunday evening.  I asked her about the Tree of Life: this tree that receives a name, but never a true description.  However, in Genesis 3:22b there is a reference to the tree, "He must not be allowed to read out his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat, and live forever."  One would think that Adam and Eve had been eating from this tree while they cavorted with Jehovah God, but now upon their removal from the garden are no longer able to partake in the fruit.  This fruit was what gave everlasting life.  Thus, "you started out as dirt, you'll end up as dirt," Genesis 3:19b.

Bonnie made mention that the Tree of Knowledge was a lesson in obedience, and that the fruit wasn't anything special...just fruit like every other tree.  However, she also pointed out a verse that her Kingdom Hall is studying: Genesis 3:15.  Jehovah God is talking to the serpent:

"And I will put enmity
between you and the woman,
and between your offspring and hers;
he will crush your head,
and you will strike his heel." (NIV)

Bonnie told me that this passage alludes to the battle in Heaven, which is described in more detail in the Revelation.  Satan is the "you" and the angel organization in heaven is the "women."  Your offspring refers to "demons" which are fallen angels and on Satan's side, and hers refers to the 144,000 that will serve in the Kingdom of Heaven with Jesus after the 1000 years.

Interestingly enough, our Bible study today read this passage.  It was quickly dismissed as the part about "Christ coming," (i.e. a Messianic prophecy) but not interpreted.  I'm almost sad I didn't go to the Kingdom Hall last Sunday to study this passage.  It is really cryptic and cool!  In the Message version there is a a bit of a textual difference:

"I'm declaring war between you and the
Woman,
between your offspring and hers.
He'll wound your head,
you'll wound his heel."

I actually have to agree with a Internet blogger who states:

"The application of the term (zar’ah), her seed, in Genesis 3:15 is to denote Eve’s generic descendants, i.e., humanity, since Adam and Eve are considered as the progenitors of all of us according to the account of Creation in Genesis. The incredible quantum leap of faith required in order to accept and believe the claim that Genesis 3:15 is a messianic prophecy, that the seed of Eve referred to therein can be distinctly and unambiguously identified as pointing at a specific individual, Jesus, is simply astonishing.

Within the realm of Jewish theology, this verse could certainly be understood to include the Messiah at some point "down the road" since, according to the teachings of the Hebrew Bible, he is expected to be a flesh and blood human being, a descendant of King David, and, thus, a descendant of Adam and Eve as well. But this is in no way a unique identification and pointer to the Messiah, to that specific individual whose coming is foretold in the Hebrew Bible."

However, whatever the true interpretation is, a verse like this is definitely thought provoking and MY kind of verse!  :)

Sunday, October 4, 2009

parables week 3

Today's Bible study was based on Luke 7:36-48.  The story is about a man, Simon, who invites Jesus to dinner.  During the dinner a local prostitute visits, weeps and her tears wash Jesus's feet.  She then anoints his feet with expensive, perfumed oil, and she repeatedly kisses his feet.  Simon wonders why Jesus (who is supposed to be this great prophet) lets this wanton woman fall all over him.  Jesus tells the parable of the money lender.  It's a very "real" parable.

Two men owe money to a lender.  One man owes 50 denari (1 denari equals one day of labor) and the other man owes 500 denari.  The lender cancels both men's debt.  Then Jesus asks Simon, "now which will love the lender more?"  Of course Simon answers the "no brainer" question stating, "I suppose the one for whom he canceled the greater debt."  A very 2009 parable - we all seem to owe money.  But it wasn't the parable that bothered me, rather the second to last statement, "If the forgiveness is minimal, the gratitude is minimal"

I am someone that lives a pretty straight and narrow path.  I have tried drugs (pot), and I have spent more than evening smoking whilst enjoying a beverage or two.  I did not always honor my parents while growing up, and I've also participated in a few stupid high school/college pranks and "illegal" and very silly activities.  But pretty much I am a hard-working, Christian wife and mother that takes life seriously.  Insomuch as hoping that I live a good and loving life in the eyes of others, especially Jehovah God.  So does this mean that I am not grateful for the forgiveness of sins I will hopefully recieve?

In "More Parables from the Backside," Kalas states, "For Simon, Jesus was a dinner guest, a currently popular rabbi.  Simon didn't really need him very much, except as part of a social occasion.  For the woman, Jesus was crucial.  In her troubled life, he was a singular refuge."

Even though the woman never asks directly for forgiveness, Jesus says to her, "Your sins are forgiven."  As an average, every day sinner are my sins not as monumental as someone with a troubled life?  And is Jesus suggesting that I don't need him as much as someone else?

I think what Jesus implied in this parable was that no matter how small our sin is we should be eternally grateful for the Lord's forgiveness.  I have just as much reason to be grateful as someone with a troubled life; for both of our reasons are equal.  Zoe has a Bible verse to memorize every couple of weeks in pre-school.  The most recent one is from Romans 3:23, "For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,".  No one is perfect.  And we all fall short of it.  Therefore, we all are blessed by Jehovah God's AMAZING GRACE.

After much thought and discussion with the group my idea of the second to last statement changed.  Jesus wanted Simon to realize he didn't need or love Jesus like the prostitute did.  Did Simon have the faith the prostitute did?

One interesting question I brought up was, what happened to the prostitute after the absolution of her sins?  Did she go back to a troubled life?  I wonder things like this, and only Jehovah God could answer this.

So what chance does an average sinner have?  A wonderful one in the eyes of the Lord.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

in his image

In my Wednesday Coffee Break Bible study we spent our discussion reading Genesis 2: The incredible creation of man.  In all his other creations, God "spoke" them into existence.  However, with man he "formed" him with his own hands.  And in that formation he breathed the spirit of life and man had a soul.

So if God made man in his image and thought "it was good," why do we as a society continually feel obligated to alter the way someone looks?



Is this truly what God intended?  If we were created in his image, why are we changing that and calling the new appearance: beauty?

After reading Ishmael, I wonder if the "Takers" in fact wrote the Bible.  However, even if we think man is the end of the creation story why are we altering this supposed perfect creation?  Are we are product of the few who believe in a strange sense of beauty?  Or are we constantly wanting to better the already perfect creation?  If God got it right on the 6th day, why do we feel he didn't do a good enough job?

Whether you believe Adam and Eve were real people, or if you believe it is merely myth, what does the above commercial say about our culture?  Are we eventually going to create a people that resemble Michael Jackson or Joan Rivers?  As a mother, how can I prevent my girls from the sick influence of our "never perfect" society?  And where will it end?