I am very blessed to live considerably close in proximity to my parents. They are able to take the children if I need to go to the doctors, or when I'm in a jam. But I also don't guilt myself over hiring someone if need be. In fact, last Thursday I hired a sitter for two hours to I could spend some time alone with myself. The me time I had was very valuable to my character.
I will admit that these medical bills are overwhelming financially on our family. We are not in dyer straights, but honestly I would love to feel God's presence when it comes to how we are going to pull ourselves out from this dark place. I desperately wanted to go on a vacation this weekend - it was booked and such. However, we just couldn't do it, and I didn't want to increase the debt load for a vacation destination.
I am currently praying to see a light at the end of this tunnel. I know it is there...and I will listen for the answer, as I know God is still speaking.
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I hope the light comes soon! That stress must be so hard. Hugs...
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